Pride

I am so full of pride. And the scariest thing is that I don't even realize it!

I keep on saying that I want to live for Christ, but there are times when the things I do are motivated by purely selfish reasons. I want to sleep, because I'm tired. I want time to myself. I don't want to do this because I don't feel like it. I'm angry because I've been wronged - and I conveniently forget that I've wronged God so many times, yet He still forgives me.

I'm not living wholly for Him. There are still bits of me crawling off the altar. All I think of subconsciously is me, me, and me. The great god 'I' at work.

Forgive me, Lord. Help me live wholly for You!